Uncle Barney Loved to Cook

I thought I was a good cook … until I met Jake. I mean, I’m an okay cook. Because of my Italian grandmother, I never really used recipes until I met Jake. I just kind of made stuff up as I went. I’m getting better at recipes, though. It’s technique that I lack. Jake has technique. His guy friends have technique. I’m working on it.

Growing up, I never paid much attention to cooking. I was a tomboy, so I wasn’t one to stand next to my mom in the kitchen and learn how to someday be a good girlfriend. I do remember rolling out pasta in my grandma’s kitchen once. I remember folding the pasta in halves and stuffing them full of the Great-Grandma Angeli’s spinach/ricotta ravioli recipe. More so, I remember my Uncle Barney.

My Uncle Barney passed away in September of 2008 at the age of 60. It happened in Bali, Indonesia, which wasn’t a surprise. He lived there at least six months of every year, because well … I felt like he was sick of America. He was sick of the politics. Sick of the uber-conservatives. Sick of Toledo, Ohio, maybe. So he lived in other countries most of the time. Like I said, it wasn’t a surprise that he would die in Bali; it was a huge surprise that he actually did die, though, at the age of 60. It didn’t feel real, because even just a week before his death, I was getting emails from Indonesian men, who Barney was trying to marry me off to. He was always a romantic.

Barney and me, 2006. He was always mid-sentence in photos.
Travelling in Italy once, Barney and I were wandering down a back street in Florence, drunk off our bums, as we usually were together. A dark Italian dude was sitting outside a café as we passed, and he started fumbling for words—desperate to say something to get my attention. I didn’t speak Italian, so Barney (who spoke several languages fluently) shoved me into a seat across from the random Italian dude and kept on walking. I yelled at Barney, “Where are you going?” and his response was, “Don’t even think about coming back to the hotel until you have at least one drink with that beautiful man.” See? A romantic.

But most of all, Uncle Barney loved to cook. I remember going to his house, only around three times per year, because he was in America so rarely. Walking up his driveway and into his garage, you could smell the Italian food—usually lasagna or his own version of Great-Grandma’s ravioli. He catered on the side, so there wasn’t the usual lawn equipment in his garage; there were just huge pots and pans. Seriously, you could have cooked a horse in one of those things. In Indonesia, maybe he did. His house was always a disaster area. It was like a multiple personality disorder exploded in there. Every wall was covered in old movies posters, black and white family photos, or gaudy paintings of the Virgin Mary and Christ. Barney was raised Catholic; he was obsessed with nuns and religious icons. One of my favorites, though? A big, black bumper sticker that said, “Can’t sleep: clowns will eat me.”

Little Dobes at Barney's house, Christmas 06.
Most memorably, we would go over there, every year, the week before Christmas for a family feast. Barney’s birthday was Christmas Eve, so he liked turning the holiday season into an extended birthday bash. I loved his Christmas party—so much food, and even more laughter. But it was that smell—like Italian food, with a side of Heaven—that sticks with me, even now. I try to copy it with my own Italian mixtures, but it’s not the same. I can never get the smell just right.

My Uncle Barney really annoyed me sometimes. He was loud, and his guffaw threatened the health of any eardrum within a ten mile radius. He gave these sloppy kisses that left you feeling sticky. And he could be crude and rude—effortlessly. It was just … Barney, or “Barnyard,” as his dear friends called him. But Uncle Barney would have done anything for a friend. If a man had ever disrespected me in front of him, Barney probably would have blown up the guy’s house. And oh, he could cook. He loved to cook. He loved his family. He loved life.

It’s weird sometimes when I realize he’s gone. It’s like I forget, since during his life, I was so accustomed to him being off traveling, far away. It’s like when I go back to Ohio, I still expect him to be there. But he’s not there anymore.

When I cook certain Italian recipes—usually anything with tomatoes and dry sherry—I’ll feel Barney nearby. He would have really liked Jake. In fact, they probably would have ended up in jail for disturbing the peace or something like that. They would have really enjoyed cooking together. Jake’s mom bought me a pasta machine for my birthday. I have the Angeli family ravioli recipe. I guess it’s time to see what I got, but it’ll never be as good as the way Uncle Barney made it.

7 thoughts on “Uncle Barney Loved to Cook

  1. Perfect Sara. You really captured our Beanie, and brought a tear to my eye. I really miss his screaming at family functions..its so quiet now. BEEP.

    1. Hahahaha … you’re so right. It’s just not natural to leave a family function without ringing in my ears. I guess we’ll have to amp up the volume ourselves from now on. Love you!

  2. Cooking and reading went together at our house. My grandmother chastised my mother for not teaching me to cook. “How is Sue Ellen going to find a husband if she can’t cook?”

    My mother’s answer was, “I am teaching her to read. If she can read, she can do anything, even cook.”

    So I love to read and I love to cook. I’m sure I would have loved your Uncle Barney.

    1. This is definitely my new response to my lack of cooking skills. “Well, I can READ really well, can’t I??!” And yes, Barney was quite a guy 🙂

  3. See! I don’t have cooking skills either, I just know how to read. And we’ll have to think of something special to do this Christmas in memory of Barney.

    1. You DO TOO have cooking skills! And I’m sure we can think of something totally hilarious and inappropriate for Christmas this year. I’m sure Matt Dobie will be of service 🙂

  4. Yes, I did cry. But you really did capture the Barney essence and I miss him a lot sometimes, especially at Holidays even though he could be so obnoxious an anoying. But that was Barney and I’m sure God’s enjoying his company now.

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